things have been rough the past couple of months. decided to liberate myself and do the lone walk. dont want to hold nobody’s hands. dont want to lead. dont want to be anybodys saviors or martyr. i dont believe in people anymore. nobody. what can i say. this is me happening at this moment. I was the dreamer but now i move on. I was but now im mari. ahhhh the absurdity the absurdity its immense and i cant deal with it. trying to run away trying to find a haven where i can be but i cant seem to find it.