Sometimes I look at the “This is Fine” and think about how many times I find myself in the same situation. That dog is me, hot coffee and everything. I sit there, I can feel the house burning, but I stay sitting there. All bug eyed. Affirming that I am O-K. Fine. Obviously the dog … More Broken records
Flashback from the past…ok..fine…maybe five years ago…but I went ahead and resurfaced the music that I listened to before. Why? About 3 days ago I really gotten beat over gchat by a punk. Which is ok if I defended myself..but I retreated. WTF!!!!! And over GCHAT…shame on you! In retrospect, actually, while getting the verbal … More Riot Grrls!
Im hating the process of applying to graduate school.. I remember when I applied to college and how fucked up that process was. I was completely clueless and naive. Perfect qualities for enrolling in college. Now I like to think of myself as less naive. Oh, what a roller coaster of 8 years it has … More damn graduate school apps
Today was full of surprises. I went to the gym and was surprised how much I could beat up my body to get back in shape. Anyway, I am going on a routine now to get back in shape. I am planning to surpass my previous expectations of myself. Two of my co-workers got married….to … More Amnesia
Xmas 09 was better than xmas 08. I spent Xmas 08 in my grandpas hospital room after his first seizure. I knew he was going to leave us and that it was going to be the last christmas we will spend together. He would cry because we would leave him in the hospital. I pulled … More xmas 09
Mediated tension sounds like a stifled anger. It is very controlled and precise. Shit happens all the time. I could write a book about shit but alas I have this very public blog.gabe hates my mom and the feeling is mutual. He thinks she is annoying. She thinks he is an inconsiderate s.o.b who does … More mediated tension
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